If I had just one day

If I had just one day
If I had just one word I could say
You would be on top of my wish list
Your name would be the only word on my lips

I would take your hand and sink our feet
Into to sand as we walk on the beach
It would be like two breaths and one wish
In your arms makes me believe

If I had just one day
I would just take you away
To a distant dream I have
And make you mine all the way

If I had just one word to say
It would be your name today
Hiding my face in your hair
Breathing you into the air


If I had just one day
I would like to live faraway
And not have to wake up from my dream
Like today where I wish I had just one day

Amused

There are moments like this when m drunk out of my head I really don't know how it happened had I known maybe I wouldn't have been so drunk lol...
I miss babechas she made me laugh my ass off probably in a way that I have never done in a long time and m so grateful for that..
He he he... Don't know what I would have done but yeah... I know babes you would roll your eyes but m kissing my phone's wallpaper and you know exactly why ha ha ha ... Some people will always remain with me ... In me... Literally... Kisses world... Kisses to elvish I miss thee
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Stupidity or Boldness

I woke up this morning feeling funny and ashamed at the same time... Life brings you to such situations and most of the times I realized that its my fault I attaract these things... Unwanted people... Unwanted places and unwanted attention... I can't take this crap anymore I keep telling myself this and this keeps happening to me...
Everytime I tell myself I don't want to drink anymore I end up drinking more... And then I try to remember things but I simply can't... So I hate it...
Anyway... Thinking of getting a new tattoo while m here so maybe today... Don't know how its gonna turn out but I hope that it will be all good... My mood today is pretty blah... And I wish I had a friend to understand what I m going through but then again... At times like this I have no friend...
Sad... But I had to face it alone last night and I think I did really good...
:)
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Dilli dilli dilli

so here in Delhi in west Delhi place I didn't even know existed lol...
The things one has to do to get finances flowing for their passion of cinema is quite in insane...
There are moments like this when I think I can make it but then there are times when I think what the fuck m I doing here...
In plain sight things look ok but underneath it all it is this insane kind of power play... I m the only woman on this trip and the only woman on a trip with men who keep tripping is not such a brave thing to do... Apart from the occasional getting up in the middle of a drunkard conversation and moving to your hotel room and securing all latches and lock so that you are safe... Tends to get to you at times...
But then if I don't keep myself safe who will... I also m amused with the fact that with the crew m trying to work with right now how all these men tend to bend a conversation towards sex... Despite the fact that I do not like talking about sex they keep probing me to answer their questions and Indian men do not understand silence... They will just keep on talking... So I have found a new technique to walk away away from it is literally walk away but in the middle on the conversation so that no one suspects and then just go and lock yourself up in a room... Do not ever let them know that you are leaving otherwise the whole team is gonna be after you... Drink slow get them drunk and walk away and lock... although there will be a lot of knocks and screaming and pleading for you to open the door atleast you are safe...
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